So once again, I'm in that little "fuck everyone" mood. Yay, buddy. >.<

So, I've turned my back on one of my supposed "best friends", which was something that I've needed to do, anyway. I'm sure those of you that know me, know about the bad influence that happened to me my Junior Year.

Yeah. Her. I got rid of her, finally.

The other best friend that I have, I'm not too sure if I want to keep her around, either. I don't know. Shit has been kinda rough between us lately. It almost reminds me of the time we had that fight the summer before our Sophmore Year, but whatever. I'm at the point where I don't even care anymore.

I ditched the roleplay board that I've been apart of for about 3 years. That's a whole new ballgame in and of itself, so I'm not even going to go into it. Needless to say, I'm kinda pissed off about it.

But on the bright side, my grandma is out of the hospital, and is doing better now, so I'm cool with that now. My mom is also going to a job fair at Wash U. to see if she can get hired there as a secretary. If she gets hired, I may be able to go to college there for free. We're not too sure on the details just yet. But if I can get in there, that would be a total God send. For real.

I'm also looking into a job as a waitress at Denny's, and possibly a job at a hair salon as a receptionist. We'll also see how that works out. I'm crossing my fingers on that one.

And today, my mom and I had a day out to ourselves, which is something we haven't done in... like... years. We went to the Art Museum, the Library downtown, and the City Museum. It was really fun. I just wish we could have days like this more often. >.<

Anyway... until I get my shit straight, I'm going to be rather anti-social. So don't expect any phone calls from me or whatever. I also can't wait until I get my stupid birth control shot so my hormones will go back to normal. I think that's causing some of my pissyness lately. >.<

... Things just need to get better again, and fast. Oh, and my baby just showed up by me. At least I have my Zippo. ^-^